That's just where I seem to be in life right now. Mentally, Financially and Artistically. I thought the New Year would be a good time for change, but I can wait. I'm sick of the worry and anxiety I'm constantly feeling. Sick of taking the jobs that I don't wanna take because I need the money. (None of which are relate to art in the slightest). Mostly, I'm feed up with having ideas that go nowhere. All my life I've just wanted to be an illustrator and draw,and I'm not. My goal isn't to be rich or famous just happy. I gotta get happy.